A lot has been going on here. Good stuff, difficult stuff... height of hilarity to depth of anxiety stuff...
Normal life stuff is what I'm saying.
Over the last month, we've celebrated Christmas and New Years, an engagement, health issues, work issues all around, weather challenges, animal challenges. Endless prayer... Tangible, intangible precatory overtures.
It's been a while since I have shared what I am grateful for.
I am grateful for that which is inside of me that believes in the power of prayer.
I am grateful for my 'direct line'.
Recently, I have been awakening in the middle of the night and determined that if I should be awake at such an hour that I will not waste the time in worry, I have begun to think of it as time that I should offer prayers for all in my life that I am grateful for. The time has been valuable. It has helped me to see the multitude of blessings in my life. In the still and quiet of the darkest of night, there is room for the light of all of those blessings to come shining through.
I am grateful for the middle of the night.
I am grateful for friends, who both listen to me and hear what I am saying.
I am grateful for their counsel and their guidance and their love and devotion.
I could not live without them.
I am grateful that I count among those friends my children.
I readily admit that days happen that I am stunned by my children. For any part that I played in who they are, I am grateful. Every day of their lives, I have prayed for them and for me to be the example that God would have me be. I pray for strength for them and love and life abundant. They are adults of substantial heart and soul. Like all young adults, they are faced with challenges. I see them rise to the challenge time and time again. I am glad that they are both tender and tough, by equal measure.
I am most grateful for the days when their arms are around me, and I am grateful to hear their voices at times when they are not close enough to touch.
I am grateful that also among my friends, is my husband, of nearly 30 years. Really... it seems like yesterday. I am blessed that he has spent all this time encouraging me and supporting me. I appreciate his sacrifice on my behalf and on behalf of the children more than words can say. In a rather strange way, I am grateful for the tough times,which has shown us what we're made of and forced us to work together as a team. After Christmas, we took a trip. The first trip, alone, together, since children came along. We laughed a lot and have vowed to do more of this in the days ahead.
I am grateful that life is never dull. Never a predictable moment here...
I pray for strength to meet the challenge of each new day. Strength of mind, and strength of body.
I pray for courage to face the challenge, even when strength fails.
I pray that my life reflects God's love and that He works through me as long as I live and breathe.